Dont cry because it's over , smile because it happened .
Time : 8:47 PM
31o72oo7 t0dae in sch sh0 shuang. 8 free peri0d, 0nlii g0rt 1hr de less0n. hahas. buddhen he t0dae c0urt le. haiish. e terrifyin dae has c0me. abter sch we chi0ng tuh a blk nn change cl0thes. den charb0hrkia w8 fer us in taxi. g0rt shermaine ; twinniie ; sh charb0hrkia nn mii g0. we rush dwn tuh sub c0urt.e uncle t00pid luhs. dn wann zai 5 ppl. sh0 we habb tuh tk 2 cab. we sh0 nerv0us luhs. b4 fl0rence nn jh turn, still g0rt al0rt ppl. den all sentence. wen e judge c0rr their name, 0ur heart beats were gettin faster nn faster. ii keep prayin nn prayin. haiish. buddhen in e end. e sentence ish 3 wks RTC den see ibb c0nduct ghud 0r n0rt wen inside. ibb ghud, den cann c0me 0ut pr0bati0n. ibb n0 ghud, den jiu c0ntinue stay in RTC. e sentence n0rt tt bad. n0rt 1 yr jiu 0kae le. haiish. ii realli h0pe he at inside will guaii guaii. frm t0dae 0n. we will keep prayin. nn we will be l00kin f0rward tuh miit him. WO MEN AII NII`!
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Time : 4:27 PM
3oo72oo7 tml he c0urt lehrs. realli cant bear. haiish. t0dae in sch damn sway. dn n0e wad e tf wanna duh. we 0sh0 nvr sae wann beat her. 0nlii t0k tuh her. dench ti0 c0rr 0ut tuh general 0ffice den mr g0pal sae she wann make p0lice rep0rt. WTF`! sh0 damn dulan. keep get yuan wang agn nn agn. nn ish e same pers0n hu haii w0 dehrs. RAAAA`! abter sch g0 blk sm0ke dench g0 jp miit fl0rence. wen ii saw him, iim harppiie plus sad. t0dae last dae cann see him. dench dey g0 ljs eat. ii n0 m0ney eat plus dn feel lyke eatin sh0 ii g0 staircase dere sm0ke. feel lyke cryin. heat sh0 pain. cann g0d dn take him awae frm us? haiish. ii wanted tuh gibb him a picture tt ii ytd make fer him. buddhen dn dare tuh gibb. scared he either tear awae 0r charb0hrkia jeal0us. haiish. ii wish ii cld hug nn kiss him 0ne last tyme. buddhen ii n0e tish will n0rt happen. ii realli lurbb him. wad cann ii duh? haiish. n0w at sh hse. dench fl0rence g0 miit charb0hrkia. sh0 envy her. haiish. dn n0e wad tuh sae lehrs. lata nite dench c0ntinue. WO AII NII`!
520 ; 1314 ; 3344 ; 184 MUACKs`!
n0w at pm mac. jus nw g0 jp find charb0hrkia ; fl0rence nn jh watch m0vie. [ al0ne ] sh0 damn scary. ><" heartbeat damn fast. haiish. xia da0 w0 ban sii. alm0st g0rt heart attack in e cinema. LOLs. den fl0rence berii de cb luhs. he h0ld m0ii left hand den jh h0ld 0ther cus dn let mii cl0se m0ii eyes. ><" dench he msg mii sae wad h0ld jh de hands. lyke him ars. LOLS`!! 0ther ppl sae ii 0sh0 wun sae wad. buddhen ish he sae`! HE`! zzz. watch finish lehrs sh c0me find us. dench g0 marmiie de hse. we t0k t0k dench hug hug. we she hug nn kiss mii, ii brk dwn nn cried.. tish was e last tyme lehrs. n0 m0re lehrs. realii kinda s0rt 0bb cant accept e fact. haiish. realli cant bear. feel lyke p0n-in sch tml. den wanna g0 his c0urt nn see him 0ne last tyme. tt was m0ii last wish ii guess. hahas. tink he c0min back tuh pm le cus he send charb0hrkia hm. realli miss him l0ads alth0ugh jus saw him n0rt l0ng ag0. berii de sad sia. haiish. nvr be replaced. ><" jus tuh sae w0 zhen de hen aii nii. s0bbs. n0w ii wann wait him c0me back den ask fer 0ne berii super duper de last hug frm him. h0pe he nn charb0hrkia agree. haiish.
Time : 9:51 PM
29o72oo7 0ne dae has pass jus lyke tt. e dae which ii dn wish tuh c0me ish gettin nearer nn nearer. e dae ii realli wish tuh skip. haiish. t0dae slp till 1 plus dench wake up. cus ytd t0k tuh m0ii aiai. wake up le, dench duh h0mew0rk. duh halfwae fl0rence use charb0hrkia de hp c0rr mii ask mii g0 bugis. we g0 dere baii baii. help fl0rence pray fer his c0urt. haiish. " xin t0ng bi kuai le geng cheng shi. ai rang ni shi qu le li zhi. " w0 haii aii nii. cant ferget. buddhen ii will try. " jin tian de t0ng hui bi zhu0 tian de sha0. ming tian de t0ng hui bi jin tian de sha0. man man, man man. jiu meii y0u t0ng le. " maybe iim jus c0mf0rtin m0iiself. haiish. see fl0rence nn charb0hrkia sh0 swiit. let mii tink 0bb e past. tink 0bb e tymes wen his mine. n0w ii habb l0st him. m0ii biggest regret in m0ii lyfe. nvr cherish him. keep makin him dulan mii jus becus 0bb m0ii fuckin attitude. h0pe charb0hrkia realli treasure him l0ads. nn ii tink she will. haiish. ii regret. buddhen sh0 wad? ii cant turn back tyme. ii cant. alth0ugh ii wish tuh. haiish. make mii heart pain. wen g0in back, fl0rence nn charb0hrkia g0 clementi miit jh nn charb0hrkia de sis eat dinner. dench sh g0 hm. ii peii twinniie g0 central baii baii. buddhen t00 bad e temple cl0se lehrs. haiish. sh0 ii cann 0nlii help him pray at hm. reallii h0pe g0d will realli bless him. haiish. ii realli she bu de nii. maybe ue felt irritated. ii dn n0e. ii jus n0e ii still lurbb ue. haiish. seein him in 0nce m0ii cl0sest fren de hands. dn n0e ibb we cann still be as cl0se as we r b4. haas. ii tink cann bahrs. ibb uer willin tuh. 0r maybe. 0nce bitten, twice shy.
WO HAII HEN AII NII`!
fl0rence a.k.a. lance
Time : 10:14 PM
28o72oo7 t0dae g0 pm. w8 fer claie till wann die lia0s. sae miit 1pm at pm. dench she 1.15 dench c0rr mii. sae jus wake up. LOLs. faint. hahas. wala0 ehh. m0ii hand sw0llen. LOLs. cus ytd shermaine bite mii. she bite mii n0rt pain. buddhen abter sw0llen dench t0uch will pain. hahas. miit lia0s. dench twinniie ; sh nn shermaine c0me dwn. haas. dench g0 pm de giant peii sh buy biscuit fer her br0. dench g0 sh hse. sm0ke le jiu g0 jp miit j0ey. sm0ke sm0ke, t0k t0k, walk walk. dench twinniie miit a guy dn n0e wad y0usheng. wen we in z0ne-x, henry de fren tell mii tt wen we plae finish faster g0. cus g0rt ppl wann beat a pers0n in 0ur grp. LOLs. dench we jiu g0 0ut 0bb jp. dench e shermaine keep c0mplain sae berii far berii far. LOLs. we 0nlii frm jp walk tuh e library. lyke tt c0rr far? ii m0re big size plus m0ii leg g0rt pr0b ii 0sh0 nvr c0mplain. ><" haiish. h0pe she will change her da xia0 jie pi qi. dench in e end 0nlii a misundhastandin. cus e pers0n mist00k shermaine de stead as an0ther pers0n. hahas. dn n0e lahrs. haas. dench t0dae sh0 fed up. liting tell mii tt fl0rence t0ld her wad tf t0ld serina. LOLs. wen e fcukin hell we sae tt. TOOPID. dench we c0rr tf ask her. she sae she nvr sae aniithin. 0nlii c0rr her prepare. prepare wad sia? zzz. dench she cry. LOLs. dn n0e wad fer. RAA`! ii hate ppl yuan wang w0. jus felt sh0 dulan. ><
Time : 7:26 PM
27o72oo7 hmms. 0ur art teacher berii pr0 sia. t00k salary, t00k e lapt0p nn g0 0ff jus lyke tt. dench p0lice searchin fer her. haas. she nd m0ney tt much? LOLs. sad luhs. alwaes n0 art teacher. we sure fail art dehrs. all thx tuh e sch. ><" abter sch g0 0utside sch peii twinniie miit fl0rence. dench mii ; claire ; shermaine nn her dar g0 twinniie de hse. g0 her hse eat dench plae audii. shun bian tk m0ii cig. haas. wen at twinniie de hse, shermaine sae dn n0e wad bite de ting. dench ii put m0ii hand infr0nt 0bb her den ii sae bite luhs. dench she reallii g0 bite. ==" LOLs. buddhen n0rt pain dehrs. =X ard 3.3o, twinniie nd g0 sch. sh0 mii nn claire g0 her blk dwnstair t0kt0k. LOLs. dench g0 h0me change, jiu g0 pm lan sh0p. sh0 damn sian sia t0dae. ii w0nder ibb ii cann face e reality. wad g0es ard c0mes ard. LOLs. dn n0e wad ii t0kin. haas. lyfe ish gettin b0rin. cann anii0ne make m0ii lyfe interestin?
Time : 10:38 PM
26o72oo7
ytd cre8 audi family. m0ii audii name ish BABIEdaddie ; si0khui ish BABIEmarmiie ; d0r0 ish BABIEson nn twinniie ish BABIEdaughter. t0dae nth much. abter sch peii twinniie g0 see PO. mii ; twinniie nn shermaine g0 tk mrt g0 first dench sh nn d0r0 g0 h0me change. wen g0in dere, twinniie g0 thr0w her f0ne cus her f0ne s0t dia0. LOLs`! haas. dench cant t0k 0n f0ne. 0nlii cann sms. haas. g0 dere lehrs. den ii sit at mrt stati0n de staircase dere w8 fer d0r0 nn sh tuh c0me. lalalas. b4 g0in h0me, ii ask twinniie help mii buy cig. dench e pers0n hu twinniie ask tuh help buy buy r0ng de. zzz. ii wann vicer0y ment0l light, he g0 buy ment0l. faint. wasted sia. RAA`! dench we g0 h0me plae audii. e BABIE family. haas. xDDD screensh0t bel0w. xDD
Time : 5:16 PM
25o72oo7 BOOHOOs`! haas. t0dae n0 g0 sch. hmms. 0ne reas0n ish dunch feel lyke gettin 0ut 0f m0ii bed. 0ther reas0n ish sick. LOLs. hahas. sh0 sians. slp till 12 plus. dench peii mii m0ther g0 m0ii br0ther sch buy unif0rm nn tie. buddhen. g0 dere 0nlii buy unif0rm. n0w change lehrs. buy tie nd tuh c0rr a n0. dench will make arrangements. dia0s. sh0 ma fan. ><" buddhen we c0rr al0rt tymes e kuku pers0n 0sh0 nvr pick up. LMAO. dench b0 bian. cant buy. sh0 g0 pm peii mii m0ther eat. eat lehrs. ii jiu g0 jur0ng p0lyclinic see d0c. sh0 manii ppl luhs. sh0 while w8in fer m0ii turn ii g0 sm0ke. haas. see finish d0c lehrs jiu g0 fr0ntia library miit liyana nn gibb her cig. gibb lia0s dench g0 h0me. lata still nd g0 0utside sch miit j0ey nn xinhue dench gibb j0ey cig plus ask xinhue buy cig. LOLs. ii sure g0 bankrupt 0ne dae. shld ii quit sm0kin? =X
Time : 5:43 PM
24o72oo7 CONGRATs tuh m0ii charb0hrkia. she g0rt stead le. nn her stead ish fl0rence. xD ii jus br0ke wibb him 2 daes. den jiu stead wibb m0ii charb0hrkia le. hahas. c0ngrats. alth0ugh will heartbrk ; heart pain. buddhen wad cann ii duh? use a gun nn f0rce dem cann0rt stead? wad tuh duh? m0ii heart realii hurts. yes. wen ii heard e news. iim abit 0bb angry plus disapp0inted. buddhen wen ii tink agn, since we brk le, its 0ver le. tts his pr0b lia0s. he cann stead wibb hu ever he wann. haas. zu fu dem bahrs. tts all ii cann duh. heart pain buddhen sh0 wad? n0b0dy cares. haas. c0ngrats tuh charb0hrkia 0nce agn. xD
t0dae in klass damn sad. in klass macham sia0 char b0rh. hit e wall, keep singin a s0ng tt let mii tink 0bb him. haas. wanna keep myself 0ccupied. ibb n0rt ii will tink abt him nn cry agn. ii MUS ferget him`! bu zhi de`! abter sch, xinhue ; shermaine ; felicia ; xia0mu0gui nn mii g0 jp buy cig. buy le sm0ke, buy tings le sm0ke, eat finish le sm0ke. hahas. sm0ke sm0ke sm0ke. tts all ii cann duh.
m0ii w0rld ish 0nce agn dead nn dark. 0nce agn al0ne. n0 0ne cares. n0 0ne b0thers. its jus m0ii w0rld. . . iim n0 l0nger m0iiself. ii mus erase m0ii mem0ries. wang de yi gan er jing. ibb 0nlii ii g0rt wang qing shui.
Time : 6:30 PM
23o72oo7 ENDED`!!
date ; 21o72oo7 tyme ; 1935
actually g0rt g0 celebrate shermaine bdae. buddhen haiis. . . he sae he n0rt g0in de. plus s0meppl dunch wish mii tuh g0. sh0 ii dunch g0. sh0 ii g0 find andrea. g0 her hse use c0m. hu n0es? he g0 celebrate shermaine bdae. he g0 have fun. nn wad abt mii? ii was left all al0ne. ALONE`! haiis. wad tuh duh? since tts wad he wann. wen ii was abt tuh g0 pm slack cus andrea had tuh g0 tuh her grandma hse, fl0rence msg mii. he sae lets brk .. ii was stun. ii dn n0e wad tuh duh nn sae. my mind g0es blank nn ii jus keep cryin. ii dn wann tish tuh happen. cann we turn back tyme? ii realli lurbb ue. ii reallii nd ue. haiish. ii cann0rt live with0ut ue.
even ibb ii tried tuh save tish relati0nship, ue sae, n0, firmly. sh0 ii n0 ii had n0 m0re chance. haiish. my heart reallii brk. 0nlii left sh0 few daes. yet ii cant habb fun wibb ue everydae. yy? duh ue realli hate mii tt much? cann let mii at least be harppiie wibb ue all b4 ue g0 tuh uer c0urt? n0 matter wad e sentence ish. ii sae ii will w8 fer ue. ue cann hate mii nn dunch lurbb mii. buddhen ue cant st0p mii frm lurbbin ue. ii nd tuh thx ue fer helpin mii ferget d0r0. lettin mii be with ue d0se daes nn iim realii berii harppiie. ii h0pe ue will still be my fren. my lurbb fer ue will nvr change ii swear. . unless. . .
Time : 5:03 PM
19o72oo7 haiis. t0dae g0nna get whack lehrs. ><" s0bbs. dn n0e wad happen. m0rnin g0 sch. den wen g0in back klass, miss 0h c0rr mii c0me 0ut. den ask mii tuh empty m0ii bag. den b0 bian. ii habb tuh surrender m0ii hp. den ii put e cig int0 m0ii p0cket. den aziz sae. " ue still g0rt aniithin tuh surrender? ibb n0rt ii ask miss 0h tuh search ue. " haiis. sh0 ii surrender. ii w0nder yy ii sh0 t00pid tuh surrender. ii was sh0 scared sia. keep cryin. den g0 general 0ffice c0rr parents. ii let m0ii m0ther dwn agn. haiish. ii g0rt in-h0use suspensi0n fer 2 daes. bala sae ibb 0ne m0re tyme. jiu expel lehrs. haiis. sad sii w0. cant c0ntact ppl lehrs. especially la0g0ng. s0bbs. damn sad. dench abter sch jiu g0 find la0g0ng. tell him eberythin. slack at 651 wibb la0g0ng ; shermaine ; si0khui ; charb0hrkia nn jingh0u. ard 4 plus, mii ; la0g0ng ; jh g0 pm mac dench charb0hrkia nn si0khui g0 h0me. ii w0nder wen ii rch h0me wad will happen. ii w0nder ..
31o7o7 jiu shi m0ii la0g0ng de last c0urt lehrs. 0n tt dae jiu sentence. ii WISH ish jus pr0bati0n. dn wann 0ther tings. haiis. ebery0ne sad fer him , cry fer him. ibb he g0 in *t0uch w00d* w0nder wad will happen tuh us. haiish. sure will miss him till sia0 dehrs. cant bear tuh let him leave us. tish sat g0in celebrate shermaine bdae plus farewell party fer la0g0ng. wish ii cld g0. haiish. ii c0nfirm 0n sat sure g0rt ppl cry dehrs. we sure will miss him l0ads l0ads l0ads l0ads l0ads l0ads dehrs.
WE LURVEs UE`! LANCE`!
ii will w8 fer ue tuh c0me back dehrs. n0 matter hw l0ng. unless .. ue dunch wann mii lehrs.
FISHY<3LANCE
Time : 12:30 PM
13o72oo7
haiis. this past few daes manii tings happen. heart berii pain ... 0n 8 july 2oo7, ii went tuh mit la0g0ng at pm. frm 9 ii jiu w8 at pm le. he habben c0me cus 0n e wae he met ba0yi de m0ther den t0k tuh jh. sh0 .. ii sh0 sian. den g0 giant steal ch0c0late nn eat. buddhen la0g0ng angry wibb mii. ii realii dn n0e wad tuh duh. den sh c0me dwn. t0k tuh mii. den ii 0sh0 dn n0e wad happen. sh0w attitude tuh her. den abter awhile, twinniie c0rr mii tuh sae sry tuh him. den ii sl0wly g0 tuh him nn sae sry. buddhen he didn't even sae aniithin nn turn his head awae. my heart sank. ii was damn heartbr0ken. he jiu c0rr mii g0 h0me. den ii jiu g0 h0me cus quite late le. ii t00k e first step 0ut 0bb pi0neer mall, rain splash dwn 0n mii. its gettin heavier nn heavier. my la0g0ng f0ll0wed behind. he keep standin in e rain. n0 matter hw ii ask him nn push him tuh g0 h0me, he jus dn wann. he keep c0rrin mii tuh g0 h0me 0nlii. sh0 ii listen tuh him. ii g0 h0me le. den abt tuh g0 nn bath, he c0rred mii. he ask mii tuh faster g0 bath den slp, since ii realii g0 h0me, den he jiu stand in e rain. at tt tyme, ii dn n0e wad tuh duh. damn c0nfuse. haiis. heartpain.
as fer tuhdae, ish 0ur 2nd m0nth. w0 hen aii ta. bu neng mei y0u ta. my 0ne nn 0nlii. LAOGONG`! WO AII NII`! MUACKS`! HARPPIIE 2ND ANNIVERSARY`!
Time : 6:29 PM
o8o72oo7
haiis. t0dae damn sian. cant g0 0ut. m0ii la0ma sae de. cus ytd ii 2am plus dench rch h0me. ><" m0rnin peii mii laoma g0 market buy gr0ceries. 0n e wae h0me saw chin k00n. { dn n0e hw tuh spell } at h0me sh0 sian luhs. ii see c0m, c0m see mii. ><" faint. ii damn miss m0ii ba0beii la0g0ng. x((. w0nder 0ther den usin c0m, wad else cann ii duh. haiis. bored .. bored .. BORED`!
520 ; 1314 ; 3344 ; 184 ii 0nliilurbb<3LANCE
Time : 7:40 PM
o6o62oo7 sh0 b0red .. hmms. t0dae la0g0ng 1235 lyke tt wake up. hahas. pig sia. =X bleahhs. sad. t0dae cant sm0ke cus pr0mise le. sh0 mus keep m0ii w0rd. wakakas. sry tuh m0ii la0g0ng agn. jus n0w at k0ufu keep c0rrin him tuh drink e water tt twinniie buy fer him. haiis, sry. ii dn wann tuh de. buddhen fer uer 0wn ghud. xD slack at pm mac. plae audii, watch narut0 nn bleach. everydae same ting. zzz. b0rin. dunch n0e wad tuh sae le. lalalas~ UER M0II 0NE NN 0NLII.
Time : 7:17 PM
o5o72oo7
PHEW`! t0dae alm0st late. heng my dad c0rr mii wake up. hahas. walan ehhss. ii ask dad fer m0ney dench he dunch wann gibb. sae wad ii berii li haii spend m0ney. zzz faint. in klass damn b0red. buddhen in eng less0n berii kuku luhs. perf0rm drama in fr0nt 0bb e klass. zzz. ><" t00pid da0 ya0 sii. lalalas~ abter sch g0 find la0g0ng. den ben laii g0rt taii ji dehrs. buddhen e pers0n n0 c0rr. hahas. g0 sh hse plae audii. plae halfwae, m0ii la0g0ng dehrs fren c0rr him g0 dwn jp cus g0rt taii ji. g0 lia0s. 0sh0 nvr settle da0. den change tuh 0ther daes. LOLs`! at jp super de sian man. plus my leg damn pain. sh0 ii g0 h0me. den ps m0ii la0g0ng. T_T h0pe he wun angry. sry. WO HEN AII NII`! MUACKs`!
Time : 8:30 PM
o2o72oo7
1.3o miit la0g0ng ; sijie ; claire ; twinniie ; jingh0u ; marmiie ; shermaine ; ph0ebe ; d0r0thy at pm mac slack. hahas. sh0 damn sian luhs at h0me. ><" sm0ke .. sm0ke .. sm0ke .. wakaks. all dae sm0ke e best. =X e suku sampat [ sijie ] sh0 tic0. keep bi0 ppl de breast. sae m0ii marmiie nn shermaine de berii big. zzz. w0nder wad med did she eat t0dae. dench at mac duh h0mew0rk. duh till sian sia. b0ring .. at 6 plus, we g0 claire hse dwnstair t0k t0k nn sm0ke sm0ke. bleahhs. e suku sampat keep askin us tuh rythe f0rmal nn inf0rmal letter de f0rmat. zzz. n0w at arena watchin la0g0ng nn jingh0u plaein p00l. den ii usin lapt0p. dench fish nn suku sampat dunch n0e duhin wad. hahas. lalalas~ siansati0n ish killin mii .. ><" nth tuh sae lehrs. JUX LURVEs HIM LOADs`! WAKAKAs`!
