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Time : 10:22 AM 281o2oo9
Currently in school , suppose to do research , but i got no mood to do . My maid is now at the police station . She reported to the police . I really hope , really really hope that nothing will happen to my father . I hope what he told me is true . I really hope . Thats what i asked for . Hais . Younger brother now in child care lehrs . In future , i would be the one bringing him to child care . But when i reach home , i'll be all alone . I hate the silence of my house whenever i step into my house . Last time i used to say my brother is irritating . But now , i would take back all those words . But everything is too late . if only i could turn back time . Thanks to those people who've been cheering me up & accompanying me . Thanks alot . I'm okay right now . & i will be in future . People i love , please take care of yourself & cheer up okays ? Dont let things bother you guys too much . Some things can be easily solved , so dont make things difficult . God bless everyone . :D What i could do now is pray ...
Time : 1:50 PM 271o2oo9
At first , i thought everything goes well . Till yesterday , when i reach home , i heard quarrelings between my maid & mother . Hais . Supposingly , today morning bringing my maid to agency . But , who knows ? Morning , she climb down the building to 3rd story . My mother told me she jump down building , i almost faint ! But luckily , it was a false alarm . But now my maid went missing . Dear friends , if anyone of you saw her , please contact me . Thanks alot . Hope nothing will happen to her bahs . Hais . Anyway , Slackers , i cant meet you guys often lehrs . Take care uhs . :D Irritated like fuck !
Time : 11:45 PM 221o2oo9
Once a person made a wrong step , nothing can be changed anymore . Yes i know smoking is bad , & because of some reasons , i'm trying to quit lehrs . I'm smoking lesser & lesser lehrs . Today , after slacking with joey ; tecksoon ; shermaine & jiasheng , i went home . My mother asked me , :did you smoke ?" I dont wish to make her angry so i said no . But she knew i smoke . & she say i'm still very bad . I'm the only daughter , yet the one that make her disappoint the most . & she told me this .. "aiya , suan le lahs . Li hun suan lehrs . Ben lai wo xiang dai yi liang ge zou , ke shi bu yong le . Quan bu dou mei you yong . Ni men zi ji kan zhe ban ." Upon saying all those words , i began to tear . If , i really with my father , i really cant imagine what will happen to me . & i dont dare to think about it too . Hais . I really dont know what to do lehrs . All this happening things have been troubling me & making me moodless to study now . My friends in school also asked me why i looked so listless nowadays , even my teacher . But what can i do ? I tried not to think about it , i tried to take it as nothing has happened . I really tried . Making myself smile as hard as i could , but it wasnt from the bottom of my heart . I really dont know what to do . My head hurts , my heart hurts . No one in my family cares . My elder brother in NS , my younger brother is too young to know anything , my mother giving up this family & my father is hopeless . How ? No one can save this family anymore i guess . Really gone case lehrs . Hais .. I'm struggling . D:
Time : 7:11 PM 191o2009
Hmms . Many things happened , but i knew it at one go . Its really hard for me to accept the fact . I dont know why things goes like that . It's very xinku you know ? To the person doing all these stupid things . PLEASE STOP ! I know you cant help it . But nothing can be done . You dont have to do these things to people who're innocent / ignorant . Why ? Hais . Breaking down soon i guess ? Thanks for people who consoled me . Thanks alot . & i appreciate it alot . How i wish i'm kept in the dark forever .. How i really wish .. Everything gonna break apart soon ...
Time : 2:14 PM 161o2oo9
Today i skipped school ! -.- Cause cant wake up . D: Too tired bodoh . :x HAHA . Later bringing my brother meet wenzi . LOL . Laughs . Dont know want go where also . & i PRAY , - pray that joey.l will meet me later - LOL . I hope my praying works ? Laughs . Later laugong will be meeting me too ! Weee ~ To my dearest laugong {shermaine} ; Life still goes on , although you lost one of your loved ones , you still got US ! & remember , no matter how your family treat you or you think that they dont care about you is all FAKE . Maybe they just dont know how to show their love to you . They really care for you like we care for you . Dont give up yourself okay ? Its still a long journey for you . & i'm sure , there'll be TONS of guys queueing up to jio you . HAHA . Cheer up okay ? If you need to find anyone to talk to , can find anyone of us . & i dont wish to see you tear anymore . It breaks our heart you know ? Pull yourself together . Remember always , we love you . Everything will be fine my dear .
Time : 2:57 PM 151o2oo9
I miss my mummy ; twinnie ; laugong ; ahma & laupo manymany ! D: Miss till i cant miss a second by not missing them . When the heck can all 6 meet up together ? Mummy have fooking loads of friends to meet till no time , twinnie is busy with her school work & work , laugong is busy with attachment & boyfriend , ahma is also busy with her o levels & boyfriend too , laupo lehs ? Only know busy with boyfriend on weekends but dont know busy with what on weekdays . Hais . & yeahs , i'm busy with my school work during the day , but not the night . Everyone is busy , busy & more busy . So i also gotta be even busier by miss them manymany . LOL . I really sincerely need them to brighten my life & also if i can , to brighten their lifes . Meet up soon ok my dearies ? D: i just fooking miss the "6 sisters" to the core .. D:
Time : 10:13 PM On 12.10.09 ,
A cute little boy mega-ed ...  & the silly little girl replied ...  Therefore .... They do wedding party ! :D & it was a success ! CONGRATS !  This is how the wedding suit look like .. Kinda ugly . :x  Cute memo right ? Laughs !  Last but not least , thanks to the people who came .. :D  That is the end of the story .. HAHA ! Just trying to be lame oh ! :D
Time : 2:26 PM 121o2oo9
Hmms . Today first day of school , i was late . But nothing happened . :D HAHAS . Got my time table . Sian ... Almost every day 4pm or 5.30pm than end school -.- SIAN . Only friday 1pm end . Bored sia . Than new modules all so bored . Keep write write . & all about business . Its gonna bored me to death . D: Woo ~ The teacher teaching us before having our break gave us early dismissal . So we got 2 hours break . Sounds good right ? But very bored you know ? After eating at canteen , we went to under block slack . & puffpuff ~ After puffing , police came to screen us -.- But is not because he saw us smoke . Is that we're forbidden to go to that area . LOL . Lame die . -.- Than we went back to class to wait for teacher's arrival . So i slept in class awhile . In the end , change of classroom . LOL . Than here i am , blogging after a few minutes of sleep . HAHA . Life is bored for me ..
Time : 1:24 PM  Someone said this .. Love is like a candle , it will not last forever . It will stop someday , just the matter of time .
Time : 1:02 PM o31o2oo9
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! :D & HAPPY MID AUTHUM FESTIVAL ! :D Yanheng ; emily ; tecksoon & joey.l came to my house for steamboat . After that went to 800 plus play candles & sparkles . LOLS ~ Fun bodoh ! Hahas . Than after that went to 626 there continue playing . Awhile later , junxiang ; daniel & friends came . So they played carpark catching . & i went to the top to help them look after things . Hahas ! Dont know what to say le lehs . Sian ...                    
Time : 12:57 AM o11o2oo9
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED LAUPO ! :D & You're one year older lehrs uhs ! Sometimes you need to take GOOD care of yourself when i'm not around ok ? Dont ever leave me cause i dont ever wish to lose you . Loves you ! :D Hmms . Today really is a fooking shag day for me . Chatted about the 6 sisters i used to have . Really very sad . How i wish the 6 sisters can "dong shan zai qi" . Hais . Miss those days . But .. Nothing can be done . Shag die me . D: |
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