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Time : 3:32 PM 26.02.10
Went to farrer park for dinner . After that went to meet joey.l ; feli & af people . Lols . Slacked at koufu and saw our primary school friends . So we joined them at mac there . Awhile later , went back to koufu again . -.- Laughs . After awhile , junxiang ; winston & manfred came . Went to basketball court there slacked & zhencong came . Slack slack & slack . Went home at around 4am plus . Gonna meet dorothy soon ! After that going joey.l birthday bbq . Hahas . Wonder will it be a fun day for me .. =/ After i come home than post again . Byee ! 27.02.10
Time : 11:29 PM I'm sorry . I really dont wanna hurt you . But i have to do this before anything happen that will hurt you more . I already say before at the very first place . I dont like you , i only love my ex and only him . I know time can heal . But i dont know how long . And i dont wish to waste your time . You can find a better one that really know how to treasure you . Take it as everything is my fault bahs . I shouldn't have go out with you . I shouldn't have been contacting you . I should be more straight forward . I should have been firm with my stand . I shouldn't be soft hearted . Blame everything on me . & dont think that i really treat you like you never exist . Dont ever think that i treat you for granted . We can still be friends . But if you dont want to , i will respect your decision . BUT , only friends . Its impossible to "upgrade" . & right from the start when you out of the sudden contact me back , i only treat you as friend , even till now . Thats all i have to say . Take care my friend . (:
Time : 3:33 PM Now having BPS mock exam . But here i am , blogging ! Laughs . From next week tues all the way to sunday , i'm gonna chiong my studies all the way ! Wahahas ! Gonna study with xiuzhen & huimei . I must jiayou manxzx ! Wahahahahahas ! After exam , i'm FREE ! L4d2 & pub here i come ! ^^
Felt very troubled over alot of things . But when i think harder , i really dont know what i'm troubling about . My emotions now damn weird . Can be fucking happy for a moment , after awhile , felt so sad . Weird manxzx ~ -.- I wanna talk to you ! Cause you can talk sense to me as well as make me smile ! D: 25.02.10
Time : 8:24 PM Dont have the fucking mood to think about what happen & write it here .
What i wanna do now is smoke & listen to " Bloody Valentine " Wanna ignore ? Make it a forever ! -'- 23.02.10
Time : 3:38 PM 19.02.10
Early dismissal today ! ^^ Went home bathed and stuff , went to clementi meet alex & jiawei played l4d2 . After awhile , alfian came . Played awhile and went to arcade play and smoked . After that head to safra meet liting and played l4d2 again . After that jiawei went to friend house , alfian went home & alex went home with eunice . Left with me & liting . So we went to meet andy & his friends & l4d2 again . Laughs ! I went home damn late & had a tiff with my mother . 20.02.10 Went to temple to pray & went home to sleep again . Before sleeping , had war with father . I really cannot take it manxzx . So i blowed my temper . Keep scold and scold like he was nobody . At night went to relative house bai nian & gambled . Win abit nia as they only play 10 cents 20 cents . -.- 21.02.10 Rot at home for whole day but at night went to meet liting at pioneer mall . After that met claire and we played blackjack . Claire went home and met joey.s . Went home after that . Have mock exam for WBS today ! Hahas . Still okay lahs . All know how to do accept for the 1st section and the last section . @.@ Faints . Now going home & meeting joey.s later . Maybe meeting joey.l too ! ^^ 22.02.10
Time : 8:31 AM The day before yesterday i work at a korean restaurant named " Sarang " with liting . Got to know a very nice collegue named andy . Laughs . His personality & character damn resembles my bestie . -.- Damn alike . =/ Suppose to work 5 hours & get $40 . But in the end , the guest 7.30 like that reach , & left at 9.30 . & packed everything and knock off at 10 plus . So equals to 3 hours for $40 pay plus $10 tips from the host . Hahas . ^^ After that went to meet felix at buona vista mrt . Trained to clementi to have our .. dinner ? Or supper ? I dont know luhs . Hahas ! After that went to 644 slacked awhile & went home . Yesterday almost cant wake up for school . -.- Than my mother keep call me like calling a spirit to come back like that . -.- Laughs . After school went home sleep awhile & met liting & felix . Played blackjack & i win $15 when all my bet is $0.50 . Hahas ! Not bad .. After that went home . Today hor , fucking tired . My mother call me wake up from 6.30 to 7.30 than i wake up . At first i thought take mrt sure late that that teacher sure wont mark my attendence . So i decided to take cab . It cost me $13 ! -.- $ fly ~~ But in the end , teacher will be late . -'- manxzx ! Shouldn't have wasted my money in cab luhs ! Argh ! Now i left $10 plus for this whole week . Faints .. @.@
Hmms , its really damn unfair luhs . I still love him but yet i'm with you . You can dont care , but i care . I'm afraid i'll hurt you deep one fine day . I really dont wish this to happen . I still cant get over him . The more you treat me good , the more i'll feel bad . I really dont know how to say . If can , i wish you can leave me & find a better one . You deserve a better girl . Seriously . =/ I'm sorry . 18.02.10
Time : 3:52 AM Just reach home not long ago .
Went to safra for l4d2 with joey.l & liting . Ate supper at 651 & went to sc slacked awhile . Talk craps and went home . Sorry , i should have thought about your feelings . I dont mean to hurt you . I didnt know whatever i say affect you so much . I shouldnt have mention him infront of you . I know whatever i say is too late . Take it as it's my retribution to lose an important friend like you . I shall not contact you le bahs . Take care & thanks for being by my side when i need . 16.02.10
Time : 3:28 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHONG ! ^^
Hellos ! Yesterday met xinhue at 900 plus . Actually is slack only . Than last min we go boat quay . Went to 7987 drink with felix & one of his friend . Laughs . After drink we cab back to jurong . Slacked awhile and went home . The heart shape thing below is laupo give me de valentine day pressie . ^^ 15.02.10        
Time : 1:54 AM HAPPY NEW YEAR & VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE LIVING ! ^^
The day before yesterday i met siokhui and she gave me valentine's day pressie ! Its so nice . Thanks laupo . Played l4d2 over at safra with liting ; joey ; hidhir ; alif ; suren & ahbi . Had fun siol . Hahas ! Than went to pm slack awhile & went home . Yesterday ate steamboat at home as reunion dinner . Damn full luhs ! @.@ After that went tairong house played dai di . Lols . Actually this year like no mood to celebrate new year . Not looking forward in getting and baos like i did every year . =/ It dont seems like 2010 is a better year for me . Sian .. Gonna stay at home rot today while others are happily going other people house to bai nian & celebrate valentines . ^^ 14.02.10
Time : 11:40 PM Woke up late & missed 2 lessons . Life skills & SVE . @.@
After school kena dragged to westmall watch movie with daphne ; marcus & jiawei . A show titled dont know what soldier dehrs . Is jackie chan show . Not bad luhs . Quite funny . ^ Than went to koufu to accompany they all eat . Out of the sudden , my mind is filled with you . Tears started to fall . Memories of me & you appeared . I used to wait for you at batok mrt station to fetch you . You will take bus from your camp to batok to meet me . I still remember got one time you very late than book out . So i waited & waited . After you came , you went to withdraw money cause you want eat . I went to buy bubble tea and sitted down while waiting for you . Laughs . I miss those time . But now , no more . Your life seems to be happier . I guess i've made the right choice bahs . Enough talking about you . Sian sia . Tomorrow BPS presentation . Comfirm cui one . @.@ God bless me manxzx ! -.- 11.02.10
Time : 11:27 AM Woahs ! Close shave ~
Currently having bps . And our discipline master came in to conduct spot check . -.- Than i faster kept my cig . Than he say will spot check bag . But in the end never . Lols ! He only saysay , then check attire jiu go le . Laughs ! Sweat ! -.-" I'm so damn hell bored now . -.- Entertain me please ! Lols ~ 09.02.10
Time : 12:53 PM Woooohooooos !
JWPS bbq gathering .. SUCCESS ! ^^ Got damn loads of people luhs . Alot i dont recognise siol ! Laughs ! & i jio some of them to play l4d2 together ! ^^ Okays , i'm late for school . Lols ! =/ & i've got no couple in audi again . -.- Lols . Didn't expect him to break in audi . Oh well .. Nevermind . Tired of going school . -.- I want quit ! But i cant . @.@ 08.02.10
Time : 12:35 AM .....
Time check : 12.35am Accompanied felicia to austwine to get her stuffs just now . First time i go there siol . Hahas ! I know i sounded suaku . -.- Laughs . After that met joey.l at pioneer mall & slacked awhile . Went home after that . Anyway , abit shocking sia . I just asked my mother if i can go out eat with felix (my ex that my mother see before) , she never say "NO!" . Woahs ! So now i'm waiting for him to drive come . So while waiting , i'm gonna blog . ^^ But i dont know what to say sia . @.@ Nevermind , i go play audi awhile bahs . Byebye ! ^^ 06.02.10
Time : 5:56 PM Met joey.s at jurong east mrt station and off we go and take bus 99 to jurong polyclinic for my appointment . After that , joey.s brought me to prata shop and eat . Not bad lahs . Hahas . Took bus 99 to 900 plus there meet joey.l and felicia . Both joes(s) trimmed their eyebrowns . ^^ After that , went to 700 plus there slack awhile . We went to the mama shop one by one to try buy cig , but all fail . -.- Laughs . Slacked awhile , joey.s left and went we went to pm . Cause felicia want find her friend . Slacked & felicia went home . Left me and joey.l . Slacked halfway , saw hajar ; syahirah ; fara ; nardiah ; ibrahim & one of their friend . Chatted with them awhile and they went home . So me & joey.l went to claire house downstair chatted till 1am plus & my mother blew her top . @.@
Yes , its my fault that i came home so late . You said that i last time go out will call you & tell you where i going & with who . Now i didnt report to you . You dont know why ? Because that time when i going out , i will call you and tell you . But till one fine day , you said " Can dont keep call ? Very irritating . " So from then on , i never call you le . Yesterday you scolded me , yell at me . You asked me question and i answered you , but after that you asked me why i answer you . Wth ? & let me tell you . No matter how rebellious i am , i would not even think about you leaving us . No way ! I think you biased brother , or whatever that you're not good , i would think about those kind of things . I dont wish to see you tear anymore ... 05.02.10
Time : 1:17 PM Love joey sim many many lahs !
She so tired lehrs still come meet me yesterday . ^^ Yesterday bestie came to find me driving a car siol ! Lols ! At first i thought he lie to me saying he know how to drive . Hahas ! Than smoke with him after that he drive me to jp . Met feli at jp & off we go to koufu . Met joey sim there and go her house downstair slack . Talk about alot of stuffs . =/ Went to pm mac meet doro . Long time no see my erzi le siol ! Hahas ! Than feli & doro went home . Joey sim & i went to claire house downstair and chatted about ... Laughs . Alot lahs . Hahas ! Anyway , JOEY SIM IS MINE ! WE'RE ENGAGED LEHRS ! NO SNATCHING I TELL YA ! 04.02.10
Time : 12:18 PM When you lose it , you'll tend to regret that you didnt cherish .
But when you got it back , you'll take it for granted once again . A "toy" is for you to find when you need it . When you dont need it , you wont even bother to look at it . Whatever people say , dont take it to heart seriously . Because most of the time , the words they say means nothing . I dont know why i say so much crap . Laughs . I felt envious when i see people living so happily . My parents only know how to lecture me . But do they know what i'm thinking ? Nahs . I really wish when i'm down , they are there for me to cheer me up & not lecture me . I really wish . But it's hard or rather , impossible for me to tell them anything . I really dont know what to say lehrs . Felt like quitting school also . Hais . 03.02.10
Time : 11:51 AM Peeeeeeps ! Go watch this video ! Poker face ( Chinese new year version )
Damn entertaining ! Dont know why cant upload this video . If not i sure upload here . -.- WATCH !! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wW5ohDcPvno
Time : 2:20 PM Everything's over .
Dont ask me what happen or why break . I will be alright . Just the matter of time . I dont wanna know what YOU gonna do or what YOU not gonna do . Thats your prob . Dont need to report to me . Not really in the mood this few days . So , i'm sorry if i ever show attitudes to anyone of you . I really dont mean it . But i cant control myself . But i'll try my best to be like before . You this mother-fucker ! You missed called me & of course , i will call back . I dont know who the fuck are you . So i called and asked nicely , "May i know who're you ? I got a missed call from this number yesterday night ." And you this fucker , using a bangla accent or i dont care you're an indian or what , come and talk to me in a guai lan way when i talk to you nicely . My intention is simple , just wanna know who called me . If you called wrongly , just fucking say you called the wrong number . There's no fucking need for you to shout at me . Right ? How funny you are , asking me "who called you?" when i asked you the same question . If i know , i wouldnt even fucking ask who are you la idiot ! Brainless kid . If you got the balls , why hang my phone ? Call me back lahs ! Cheebye ! Fuck you mother lahs ! -'- If you're my friend & tried to play pranks , you're fucking childish ! -'- Dont blame me for saying that . You did this at the wrong time . 01.02.10 |
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