Dont cry because it's over , smile because it happened .
Time : 11:22 PM
Went studying with joey.s & felicia at pm mac . After that met jiaming l4d2 awhile & homed . Now than i know jiaming is allan's godbrother . The world like a small only . Laughs . Seriously , i really dont know i'm studying or not . Nothing gets into my head . Argh ! FML lahs !
I really hate my life now . Dont know what the fuck had happened to me . I seem fine , but actually i'm not . I'm fucking stuck in the world with you around mentally but not physically . How can i fucking get you out ?! I'm getting real impatient . I can do nothing everyday but to fucking wear an idiotic mask . What i'm looking for is hope , but what i found is hurt . WHY ! I'm really fucking pissed off . Argh ! I wanna have you but i cant . Its just like knowing that there will be danger in that cave but i still got the mindset of going it . How stupid can i be ? Who can be the one to wake me up ? I wonder ..
